Chapter- 38
Lost Love
After calming their nerves with the intensity of their Love-making, Arnav kissed her forehesd and traced her swollen lips with his thumb.
Arnav:” You’re the most beautiful women Khushi which happened to be mine and tonight is was the most beautiful night of my Life.” Khushi smiled meekly, tired.
Arnav: “I wish to spend my every birthday from now on like this in your arms.”
Khushi: “You are happy right?
Arnav: More than yyou can imagine, Khushi.
Khushi: That’s all i wished for tonight, she claimed his lips earning a groan from him.
Arnav: If you keep doing that, I don’t think we are sleeping tonight, Khushi chuckled but thought to tease him.
Khushi: I don’t mind and witn that she pushed him down on bed before howering over him and kissing him again.
Arnav(groaning): Khushi don’t! It’ll go completely different and you wouldn’t feel comfortable.
Arnav(looking at him nervously): Than hrlp me! Arnav looked at her wide-eyed..
Arnav: What the!!
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Khushi: Arnav jii want to do it for you tonight, i know you wanted this but i was alway reluctant due to my shyness.
Arnav: Yes! It was because you was not comfortable and you don’t have to do now either because once i wished.
Khushi: but i am doing this because i want to.. Please guide me.
Arnav closed his eyes desperately for some patience to not loose control.
Arnav: Are you sure?
Khushi: Yes!
Arnav: My pleasurre than, Khushi bit her lip nervously when arnav made her sit above him.
Arnav: Now do what you want Khushi1
Khushi: But how can i ?
Arnav(pushing himself up): Like i make Love to you, he said sucking the crook of her neck and fell back on bed again before saying “Do what you feel right”.
Khushi leaned down kissing his forehead, eyes, nose and lips moving to jawline, her front brushed his chest in the process and arnav breathed heavily for control.
As Khushi moved down from his throat to his collarbone, shoulders before halting at his torso, she looked up to see his eyes closed in pleasure. Gulping once, she mimicked what he does making love to her, kissing on his nipples, she bit them, sucked them making Arnav broke out in sweat feeling currents all over his body.
Kissing softly on his nipples, she moved down exploring his perfect body and stopped at his abdomen.
Arnav looked in her innocent eyes whixh was looking at him for guidence for moving further. Holdinng her from waist he pushed her little back making her sit on his thighs and keeps her hand on his prrecious..
Arnav: Rub it!
Hesitantly, Khushi started doing as he instructed, slowly massaging his length Khhushi started enjoying hearing Arnav groaning to do it fast.She increased the pace and unknown to herself she leaned down and took the tip of his precious in her mouth and sucked it softly. Arnav jerked back in shoch and opens his eyes to look at Khushi who was also lookking at him scared.
Khushi: sorry
Arnav; don’t be! Do it again.
And her tongue touched him again, his muscles turned tensed and he groaned.
For Arnav, his Love, His Khushi holding him and loving him is like a beautiful dream coming true which was making him hard almost paining.
Her fingers caressed the base of his member where her mouth was lingering on it’s length and sucked it deeply. Digging his heals on bed Arnav threw his head back, his groans and grunts becoming more audible. Her mouth opened taking his swollen length deep inside her mouth with Arnav guidance. As his errection begun to pulse , he jerked and holding khushi from her hairs pulled her back, looking at scared Khushi due to his sudden action , he cleared her doubt.
Arnav(panting): I am very close to cum, Khushi!
Khushi: Than?
“Dammit” he groaned.
Arnav: Enough for now!
Khushi: Means there is more?
Arnav: alot!
Khushi: tell me1
Arnav: “Fuck” I don’t want to scare you.
Khushi: I know you can’t.
Arnav(closing his eyes): are you sure? He asked as he opened his eyes. Khushi nodded.
Arnav: You asked for this , holding her head he made her lean down on his proud member, Khushi massaged it lightly again and next she knew his hot milk on her mouth with Arnav almost ordering her “Suck it”. Though she was first nervous but than started sucking him , drinking him happily with satisfactory moans.
“Damn” he groaned as she swallowed him down , filling her mouth with his milks, he was covered with sweat , body shaking with the tremours of his climax. And as he lay there breathing hard struggling to recover from the impact of his powerful climax, he jerked back electrified and saw her mouth fully enclosed on his sensetive flesh taking him deep in her mouth through his hazy eyes.
“Khushi its enough! Stop. After reaching orgasm his penis was feeling extra sensetive and Khushi actions was just making it painful for him as her tongue laved through the slit of his member , she could feel him tighten under her mouth when she heard Arnav asking her to stop but she didn’t instead tightened her mouth around him.
“Damn it Khushi!” Arnav muttered.
But her desires was only flaming hearing his moans, now she knew how much Arnav feels turned on when she moans while their Love- maing. When she looked up she saw a animal glint in his eyes. For her, what was started with the wish to pleasure him , to love him , it turned different with time she herself felt lost in the web of desire and started driving him crazy ,enjoying herself. Slowly she released him with one final suck, feeling him sliding out from her mouth.
But as she looked up at him she shivered looking into his eyes which flaming instead of ecstacy and passion, For Arnav the moment she left him he craved her back and this time with dominance and need for her.
“Sorry ! did i hurted you ? I shouldn’t have tried.. i am ... i am inexpereinced but i wanted... Arnav interrupted Khushi in between shifting himself between her thighs in a way that twitching length rubbing over her core.
Arnav: You don’t have to feel sorry, whatever you did was far more beautiful and passionate than i have even dreamed”
Khushi: It means you liked it?
Arnav: I loved it!
Khushi: Than why did you asked to stop.?
Arnav: because now i need to be inside you, badly.
Lokking at her red face Arnav pushed himself little up and ran his tongue from her cleavage to the valley of her breasts making her throw back her head in pleasure.
“But tonight you’ll take the lead” he breathed huskily leaving love bite on her throat.
“Arnav ji” Khushi hugged him hiding her face in embaraasement.
Arnav: Khushi! You can’t leave me craving for you in between, i want to be deep inside you and you riding on me” and with that he dropped himself back looking at Khushi who was staring at him with her innocent eyes, her face red with embarressement.
Arnav helped her placing her in right position and guiding her to take him entirely inside herself.She was looking so innocent yet seductive sitting in that position on him.she was confused with this new position but it felt like cake walk with Arnav’s love and guidance.
She started moving on him , she didn’t even stopped after getting her release.she kept flaunting herself to him unknown to her, her body was looking to him errotic, bouncing on him, Arnav groaned and pinched her nipple.
Arnav: Lean down, Khushi didn't understand so arnav placed his hands on her breasts pinching her nipples again "Lean down, i want to taste them"
Khushi blushed and leaned down slowly, her now hard nipples touched his lips , caressing her swells he captured her nipples in between his teets he bite them looking into her eyes , Khushi hissed and he wrapped his hand around her waist from his one hand , holding her breasts still from other hans, he started increasing the pace himself going deep inside her as she was now lying on him instead of being sitting. Bothkept rocking each other till heat become too much and both got their release and Khushi collapsed on him,
Arnav rolled them in a way that now she is under him after few moments,
Arnav; it was amazing khushi, but now i need to do this in my way. what you did was a slow torture to me, "a sweet torture" he clarified.
Arnav: but now i'll going to dominate and you'll scream my name, saying he pushed himself little inside her enterance.Her hands held him fom his nape as he pushed himself further insie her, Arnav groaned feeling her wetness as his length penetrated deep inside her.
Khushi smiled softly and he sunctioned his lips to her, withrewing back he rammed back inside her again with force, her gasps and moans shook him to core in pleasure. he felt the urge to take her fast and hard and calm his agonizing needs but more than that he want her to fing same pleasure in his arms, in his love. stopping for a moment he gripped her waist and wounding her legs around him without any warning he begun to thrust inside her with fast strokes. hes mouth on hers, his hands over her breasts kneading them, pinching her nipples harder not releasing the pressure of their lower organs.
she pulled back from the kiss due to his increasing pressure on her breasts, trying to pry his hands off her waist. he was pinching hard not to create too much pain but enough to make her weirdely uncomfortable. he continued ramming his hips inside her , she tried to turn away her chest but he held tighter. she looked at him in confusion and aroused "Arnav ji please stop its feeling strange.
"it may feel strange now but wait till ypo are about to come, you'll feel the pleasure like never before".Khushi stopped her struuggle knowing very well he is doing it for her when he is desperate for his own pleasure, she can see his need clearly still he is taking her needs first. he kep;t thrustingg hard inside her . faster.. pushing his hips harder he grind himself on her g-spot and felt it sweeling and he looked at her suddenly dilating pupils, heaving chest, she was unable to make a sound and he released her niplles in a go. Blood rushed through them, blood rushing back to them growing them hot and firm and she let out a scream bathing his length in her hot milk inside her.
Lowering his mouth on her nipples he sucked them ever so softly drawing more heat to her nerves and gritted his teeth and his body shuddered on the edge of his own release.. He pushed inside her feeling his climax as deep as he can.
Khushi screamed as her insides filled up with the brutal climax of his bathing her and he collapsed on her.
"I Love You" Arnav husked looking up at her from her chest.
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NEXT MORNING
Arnav’s sleep disturbed with the knock on door, he stirred in sleep but hearing constant knocking he opens his eyes to look at the most beautiful sight Khushi scrunching her eyebrows due to sun. He looks otherside winds were blowing and sun was shining. They came inside in early morning after enjoying whole night of Love making but unable to control once inside he didn’t miss the chance to make love to Khushi in their bed in early morning, after that they slept tired. He comes out of his thoughts hearing another loud knock on the door, irritated.
He looks at Khushi who also got up because of the knocking voice and now when Khushi is awake, he shouted asking who is at door.
HP: bhaiya! All are waiting for you and Khushi bhabhi downstairs. But Arnav was looking at Khushi who was closing her tightly and her hands on her ears because of his loud voice, she was looking cute.
Khushi slowly opns her eyes and looking at lost Arnav she herself replies to HP.
Khushi: HP ji you tell them we are coming in a while.
HP: Ok Bhabhi
Arnav: Why did you said that? I have no mood to go downstairs.
Khuhi: Sorry to dissapoint you but we have to go downstairs.
Arnav: Khushi
Khushi: Arnav ji t’s your birthday and everyone must be waiting to wish you and i have already planned whole day of today.
Arnav: everyone knows that i don’t celebrate my birthday , so i don’t think they’ll wait but if you have planned something than ok but after sometime. Right now i just want to love you, he said kissing her bare shoulders when Khushi pushed him sitting up on bed.
Khushi: No we are already late and you never get tired of doing it but i have many works to do.
Arnav: Khushi, he groaned in irritation.
Khushi: Arnav ji please. ! night will also come but it’s late for now.
Arnav: Yeah we are getting late, so let’s save some time, saying this mischeviously he picked her in his arms before moving towards washroom.
All looked at Arnav shocked who was attending hawan organised by Khushi on his birthday. When they have wished Arnav scared about his reaction , they were shocked when he have acceptef all wishes with smile but Anjali was angry. Her plan got spoiled instead here Arnav is doing something he never did just because of this Khushi, she was spitting fire from her eyes looking at khushi.
Arnav looked at Khushi sitting beside her, he was shocked when got to know that Khushi has organised Hawan but one look at her excited and hopeful face, he agreed and now sitting beside her he felt happy looking at her happiness instead of feeling irritated. He is looking forward to see what she have planned more for the day.
Nani, Mama Ji, NK, Payal also felt happy for the couple whereas Akash and Mami Ji just felt confuse with the events.
After hawan Arnav and khushi left home and Arnav drove where Khushi instructed and was surprised to see that they had come to orphanage.
Arnav: Khushi! Why are we here?
Khushi: You’ll know! Come with me and that was it he didn’t knew how much time they spent there enjoying with Kids.
Khushi have bought many gifts for the kids which was alreday placed in car by HP. Arnav was surprised that Khushi have planned something like that but he felt calm within. With the innocence of kids aroud and happiness of Khushi he have enjoyed completely like his childhood has returned for sometime which was once snatched brutally.
Kids have wished him by singing and thanked him for all the gifts. Later Arnav donated huge amount of money for their education and welfare.
After that they have gone to an old age orphanage and distributed some warm clothes and blankets etc. There also they donated money for there medical expenses nad renovation because the condition of old age home was very poor. Arnav eyes got moist meeting with kids and old age peoples and at the end he knew why Khushi got him here because she wanted to make him realise that how wrong he was to hate his life and to keep himself locked in shell.
There are so many peoplles living more complicated life than him. He still have an family to call his, home to call his own but there are many peoples who are living like orphans even when they have families due to different reasons.
Arnav: Thank you Khushi: He said now sitting in their room after enjoying a dinner with his family and cutting another cake with them.
Khushi: for what?
Arnav: I know why you took me there today. I promise i will try my best to live my life fully without holding this grudges against my past and i know you’ll be with me.
Khushi: Always!
Kissing softly on her lips, thry both again fell in their world of Love and passion as Stars twinkled happily looking them happily , blessing them because somewhere they know storms are ready to destroy everything , to play with their emotions again.
“Another test waiting for their Love.”
